My Escape

I can sit for hours and dream about the different lifestyles

I could have had, but when it all comes down to it, I'm grateful for the people in my life. We all flow together like the ripples in a

tide. We splash against the rocks together, and we all are headed

in the same direction. which direction, I'm not sure but as long as

we're together I could care less.

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Place your hands in mine.
can you feel my pain ?
sweaty palms and the shivers..
I'm 20 years old and my life is withered..
time passes by and speech cant even be delivered..
nails grow long as I hold my head high..
but no one knows my struggle or even as to why..

shit neither do I.


Look into my eyes.
can you see my pain ?
blood shot red and the tears..
you have no clue not even the slightest of ideas..
the shit I've seen and the fears I've feared..
I'm far past scared..

Touch my body.

can you deal with the pain?

my skin so hot but my soul so cold..

they called me a young man with an old soul..

pressed against the words spoken behind my back because its all I know..

but I'm silent because he who listens will always grow..

Feel my feet.

can you walk in my pain ?

turn around..

can you understand why I walk in the rain ?

the rain drops of pain drop on my name..

but I keep pursuing it because with sunshine I'll never be the same..

I just want it to be over, patience I was explained..

Read my mind.

can you understand my pain ?

the lies and deception I've dealt with..

swallowed my pride because spitting these words never helped shit..

family and friends are here but the love never helped it..

I'm helpless..

Taste of Sin

Touch me unexpectedly and
Send chills through my body
Time doesn't.. so why wait
Kiss my lips
Hands around my waist I wanna feel your grip
Remove my clothes
Press your body against mines I want you to feel my soul
Loosen your belt
Let me slide your pants off
Pull your panties to the side and let my tongue get lost
Roll your eyes in the back of your head
Ima put you in a world of ecstasy without you leaving your bed
Lock your legs behind my head with all your might
I want you to grip me real tight
Climax for me like it was the first time in your life
Got me smiling as I watch your body shiver
If you like it I love it I'm just here to deliver
As you smile at me I stand at full attention
Just unbutton my pants and view the main attraction
Cancel your plans for the rest of the evening
You belong to me and I'ma take my time no need for speeding
Just lay back and relax your gonna be taken care of
As I rock my boat through your tunnel of love
The scratching on my back just excites me
As I pull in close you I want you to bite me
Eyes rolled back you've been here before
I watch your familiar faces you aint a guest no more
Turn your body over let me grab hold of your waist
Face down ass up tell me how that pillow taste
We make music as we pelvic thrust
Baby I can feel your gut
Scream my name just as you cum
Tighten up baby because I'm about to nut
Losing control my eyes wide shut
Gripping you tighter than ever whelps on your butt
Nails digging into your skin
Hair sweated out
But this was just a taste of sin...

Consistency

My heart constantly hurts,

but where do I begin..

Your love is unconditional,

but why does pain sit in..

I've tried to understand,

like maybe its just me..

But time and time again,

these tears just ran for a plea..

I wanna believe your innocence,

but you always prove me wrong..

Never crying, always swearing,

that your love for him is gone..

Too many times have I said,

that these are my last tears..

That I'm stronger without you,

and that losing you wasn't a fear..

So now I sit here at 2:00 am,

and watch as you as you lay..

And I'm led to write this poem,

but its simply just to say..

That you mean the world to me,

There's no doubt in my mind..

But enough is enough,

Its either his life or mine..

My heart constantly hurts,

but where do I begin..

If I can't have to myself,

then I guess we reached the end..

So if we are to part ways,

I just want you to understand..

That I'll always love you better,

even if I'm not your man

- Silence Has Spoken