Chapter 64

I remember when you told me
You loved me for the first time, I paused..
Not because I didn't love you.
But because I needed a moment to gather myself.
Preparing for just the simplest thing
Because when it happens
My soul is taken to a higher place.
A place cloud nine could only dream of.
It feels like a place where God himself once rested.
You bring chills to my skin mid summer day.
So I had to pause and collect myself.
I needed to take a deep breath for that one.
And when I opened my eyes
And I spoke those 4 words, 'I love you too'
I let out an exhilarating deep breath
And I watched and waited
All for that perfect..
That angelic..
That heavenly smile on your face.
That smile just says it all to me.
It let's me know as a man..
No as Your man that you believe me when I say
I Love You..
And you Trust Me when I say 'For The Rest of My Life'
And every time we make eye contact
I'm taken into this relm of purity
renewing and uplifting my spirits.
So right here right now
I kneel before you knowing
From the bottom to the top of my heart
That you love me

I ask you....

Back of The Bus

If you only knew..

I mean honestly I really don't know myself..
Some things are just meant to be a mystery..
And I've never been the type to not be able explain anything..
But here I stand..
Speechless..
Unable to explain why I take such great pleasure in making you smile..
Unable to explain why I just wanna be around you so much..
Unable to describe why you and I share so much in common..
From movies to jokes to foods..
The inny jokes are piling up..

If you only knew..

I've watched you dance and I see how happy it makes you..
I've appreciated the moments we share..
Time we spend..
And I think so much about why I sit and appreciate these things and I can't come to a conclusion..
I sit for hours and just let my mind roam..
But that's probably my mistake..
I began to think about other things..
Other things like who are you behind the laughs and giggles..
What are you about..
I thought about what made you cry..
Only so that I may never bring you there..
I thought about what you wanted in life..
Only so that I could be by your side all the way there..
I thought about what your going through only to be your shoulder to lean on..
And I don't think I should be thinking this way about you..
But I am..
I uncontrollably care so much..
And now its bubbling inside me driving me crazy to know if I should act on these feelings..

Help !?

Tulips

I place my finger over your two lips, Shh..

As I stare in admiration at the radiant flower that you are..

You stand before me with a tall and firm posture..

The curves on your stem are flawless, not a thorn in sight..

I look deep into your seeds and eye see..

Right down to your roots..

Surrounded by the rich soils of love catering to your every nutritious need..

I gracefully stroke fingers against your pedals..

Soft and reeking with a phenomenal scent..

The sun shines high and you stand right beneath it..

Photosynthesis..

Would you mind if I take this photo since this is..

The part where I reach in to kiss your tulips