Back of The Bus

If you only knew..

I mean honestly I really don't know myself..
Some things are just meant to be a mystery..
And I've never been the type to not be able explain anything..
But here I stand..
Speechless..
Unable to explain why I take such great pleasure in making you smile..
Unable to explain why I just wanna be around you so much..
Unable to describe why you and I share so much in common..
From movies to jokes to foods..
The inny jokes are piling up..

If you only knew..

I've watched you dance and I see how happy it makes you..
I've appreciated the moments we share..
Time we spend..
And I think so much about why I sit and appreciate these things and I can't come to a conclusion..
I sit for hours and just let my mind roam..
But that's probably my mistake..
I began to think about other things..
Other things like who are you behind the laughs and giggles..
What are you about..
I thought about what made you cry..
Only so that I may never bring you there..
I thought about what you wanted in life..
Only so that I could be by your side all the way there..
I thought about what your going through only to be your shoulder to lean on..
And I don't think I should be thinking this way about you..
But I am..
I uncontrollably care so much..
And now its bubbling inside me driving me crazy to know if I should act on these feelings..

Help !?

Tulips

I place my finger over your two lips, Shh..

As I stare in admiration at the radiant flower that you are..

You stand before me with a tall and firm posture..

The curves on your stem are flawless, not a thorn in sight..

I look deep into your seeds and eye see..

Right down to your roots..

Surrounded by the rich soils of love catering to your every nutritious need..

I gracefully stroke fingers against your pedals..

Soft and reeking with a phenomenal scent..

The sun shines high and you stand right beneath it..

Photosynthesis..

Would you mind if I take this photo since this is..

The part where I reach in to kiss your tulips

History Class

I'm reminded..
Of what attracted me most..
Could it be the way you smile at me during your morning glow..
Or maybe the very touch of your skin against mine, closer with every passionate breath..
Might have been the time freeze we create when we lock eyes..
Nothing is more indescribable..
Or what about her soft lips against my own, nothing compares to her remarkable kiss..
Just speechless..

Its been so long since we've shared a moment together..
Sometimes when it rains..
I open my book of poetry..
And I sit and i begin to read..
And I go back in time to each one of these events..
And its like I'm back in History class..